ill NEVER forget.yo[u] know i will never.

alrite.i dunno wats with today stressed abt ALOT of things.i dunno why.n at this point in time,no one's here.well.wat can i expect when i feel like ive lost everyone?its sucks i guess.jus like everyone's got so much going for them,n im jus here.with nth to look forward to nth.just NOTHING.

feeling miserably,miserable.feeling patheticly,pathetic.how nice ey?well.life's a piece of shit.eeqah's telling me stuff abt funsplash.she observed stuff.good.but its saddening to hear.but it's kinda none of my business.haiz.

*thinking of the places i used to go.the times we used to have the outtings with friends.the moments i enjoyed.the times i couldnt stop laughing.now tats all fake.the times i didnt feel heaviness in my heart the times tat i didint even know crying existed cus i was happy.now tats ALL GONE.my heart's taken away,got no life.

*i guess tats jus the way it is wen someone's got it better den you.when everyone's happy except you.i feel so out in sch?like i used to live for sch?now?its jus smth i gotta drag myself thru.control my way thru.it sucks.

it gets HARDER wen ur best friend ISNT telling you ANYTHING.but instead she confiding in the whole world but you?to think tat she coulndt keep anything frm you in the past but its the TOTAL opposite now?[i understand,ITS OKAY]well.its not like i...haiz i don even know how to put it in words.tears don contain enough pain.so when will it end?!i jus am scared of the person ill become.i hate wat ive alrdy become.rarr!

me n eeqah were like talking abt how ppl NEVER listen to us.how true is tat?everyone's jus so into wat they want or wat they hafta do.no one's willing to sacrifice?i wonder why i sacrificed so much?!did it pay off?i wonder how much better i would feel if i had not given up SO much.hmmm.i told you rite?things are jus racing thru my head.troubled issue,after troubled issue.

GIMME A BREAK!!!

well.ill stop complaining here.im outtie.cheers.
"jus begining to see what yo[u]'ve made outta me."
-broken promises.

NOTHING HURTS LIKE LOVE-daniel beddingfield
Broken hearts, broken dreams,
There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out

Nothing,
Nothing,
Nothing
Hurts like love
Nothing brings your heart so much pain

Broken hearts, broken dreams

There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out
-inked,broken